was its so diffcult to find a fren which can lend their heart to somebody when they need help.its just a pull which can save u.i hope i can find one,sad to say i dnt have.why human alway wanted to make thing complicated.i may look strong but yet in contrast....eventually u just need to care about yourself..be selfish sometime wont matter anyway..wanted to be friendly but yet noting in return...my beloved god....pls guide me to where i belong.a place where i can be stressless,secondly,a place tat a true love can be felt.wanted to give care and concern but nobody wanted them..the sky remain greydish all the time until u appear tat turn it blue.wad can i do,how long must i wait to have u.smile hung on faces everyday but their heart was bleeding.scare of being hurt,reveal themself at home when nobody is around.this is ridiculous,human tend to look strong but once u fall badly,u cry and cry.wad u mean by a perfect person.i wonder.i was alway not perfect.i was the worst of all.remind myself to be strong but seem diffcult for me.the outcome alway the same..........lonely..
waiting for the sunrise