once u are drive into a dead corner,u shouted for help.help.....help....silence..the sound of raindrops deeply affected u.u look weak to other but does its really matter.imagine u are poor and lowly educated.how ppls or relative will look at u.they will run when they saw u.they even stab u at the back when u truly need encouragement.the view of others really does not matter.but its really diffcult to run away from it.human is angle in disguise....so fake sometimes.u can trust them is really a issue?.feeling low all the time make u look like a walking machine.u just live because u are born to be but never really think the reason behind it.i so confuse sometime.i have a reason.my parent.they tend to look after me because they have the responsible to do so.i think deeply,my heart sink.so pround to be with them but yet unable to lift my head up infront of strangers.i really need to wake up from my dream.i was in a dilema of making decision that affect my life and my parent too.when they turn old,who is going to look after them.i wonder if i was able to do so.i must.i must really work hard to do so.when i look into their eye,it full of sorrow and concern.concern about me all the time.i was in the age of a adult soon but yet a mind of a teenager.so brave to admit it but lack of confidence to do so.i must grow up..overcome all kinds of troubles is wad i must learn.no use daydreaming all the time.touching my heart,i feel alot of emotion.scare of being hurt,afraid to attempt,lack of confidence.where i can find my confidence?time matter.after a rain,sun rises.grabbing hold of your belief can help u.i truly believe it works.my god pls lend me to the path i must walk on.........
waiting for the sunrise