its raining.........

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2009-10-07T09:31:00.000-07:00

going to end our sec 4 life....will be going for work for the holiday.hope that can earn some money to spent,hmm around 1ooo den i very happy liao.dont want to rely on parent anymore.their money is hard earn one.tmr last paper hope everything turn out well.go sec 5 den consider where to go after tat 1 year.miss tan was rite.1 year can do many things so dont waste it.i want to go early childhood course if i can make it.i think this will make my life meaningful ba.dont be like my past,only know wad is play play play.spent life without a dream.hope my friend still struggling about the past can think about it.do they really wanted such a life,or they want a better life with a dream.think about it fren.dont care about other thinking ma walao u hold your own future not them.be like f1 race until the finishing line............................

pic

2009-09-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

slacking under my blk.noting bettter to do.with 2 brother,they seem emoing also.

studies

2009-09-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

wth no mood to study lei..kinda cannot study alone.i knw very lame but really no mood ma.n level coming and yet im a lazy worm now.i dont dare to image wad will happen to me.i cannot fail any subject man,this is terrible.i scare i will fail one of them.haiz hope everything will be fine.maybe i too workup on this matter.hope god will show me the path to run on............

me

2009-08-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

me is me.i cant change myself totally.my character is cold and boring....{others may think this way}but im not.i wanted to express myself.........i bottom down all the emotion..it feels bad.love each other is to understand each other but somehow it was not tat way.why must we express but not use our heart to feel?

love

2009-08-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

life means to be very wonderful but for me i tink not really.17 tis year going 18 soon but achieve nothing.haiz maybe time and hardwork can prove for me something.love...wad is love?i had taste once befor but lose it quickly.i really wan to feel love once again.i will be contended....maybe i was not good enough?we must pursuit our own happiness.i wanted to pursuit one but no one wan my love..lol is must be a joke.

a second chance

2009-08-28T11:40:00.000-07:00

once u made a mistake,u regreted it for life..everyone need a second chance,but who will be the one tat willing to give it?young and innocent,everyone encounter it but why i am the one who encounter it and yet so hard to forget,i wonder?is must be a joke!i wanted to make a change,totally change it.does the school mind wad have i done?is they willing to give a second chance?haiz....i must show them wad i"m made of,i wont give up.the key to success is to keep low profile,nobody will notice u nor the school.but lonely will be with u.am i able to make it?i hope so.will the school remind me of wad have i done last time.the school wont but i do.my brain keep reminding me of it.maybe im the one tat which need to change but not to blame others.do i look cold?i wish im not.wish tat god will show me the way.........

a brave girl.

2009-08-27T09:24:00.001-07:00

my dear yaoyao..u are truly a brave girl.i must learn the courage u have.u are just 18 and yet need to face the ugly side of the world.losing your father at 16,u need to be strong.u did it.u work to take care of your sibling.who can do tat also,i wonder.cases like this is really miserable.learn from her.ppl survive in such a
circumstances but ppl with happiness around them,take things for granted.i bless them.............

does it matter

2009-08-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

once u are drive into a dead corner,u shouted for help.help.....help....silence..the sound of raindrops deeply affected u.u look weak to other but does its really matter.imagine u are poor and lowly educated.how ppls or relative will look at u.they will run when they saw u.they even stab u at the back when u truly need encouragement.the view of others really does not matter.but its really diffcult to run away from it.human is angle in disguise....so fake sometimes.u can trust them is really a issue?.feeling low all the time make u look like a walking machine.u just live because u are born to be but never really think the reason behind it.i so confuse sometime.i have a reason.my parent.they tend to look after me because they have the responsible to do so.i think deeply,my heart sink.so pround to be with them but yet unable to lift my head up infront of strangers.i really need to wake up from my dream.i was in a dilema of making decision that affect my life and my parent too.when they turn old,who is going to look after them.i wonder if i was able to do so.i must.i must really work hard to do so.when i look into their eye,it full of sorrow and concern.concern about me all the time.i was in the age of a adult soon but yet a mind of a teenager.so brave to admit it but lack of confidence to do so.i must grow up..overcome all kinds of troubles is wad i must learn.no use daydreaming all the time.touching my heart,i feel alot of emotion.scare of being hurt,afraid to attempt,lack of confidence.where i can find my confidence?time matter.after a rain,sun rises.grabbing hold of your belief can help u.i truly believe it works.my god pls lend me to the path i must walk on.........

finding a true fren

2009-08-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

was its so diffcult to find a fren which can lend their heart to somebody when they need help.its just a pull which can save u.i hope i can find one,sad to say i dnt have.why human alway wanted to make thing complicated.i may look strong but yet in contrast....eventually u just need to care about yourself..be selfish sometime wont matter anyway..wanted to be friendly but yet noting in return...my beloved god....pls guide me to where i belong.a place where i can be stressless,secondly,a place tat a true love can be felt.wanted to give care and concern but nobody wanted them..the sky remain greydish all the time until u appear tat turn it blue.wad can i do,how long must i wait to have u.smile hung on faces everyday but their heart was bleeding.scare of being hurt,reveal themself at home when nobody is around.this is ridiculous,human tend to look strong but once u fall badly,u cry and cry.wad u mean by a perfect person.i wonder.i was alway not perfect.i was the worst of all.remind myself to be strong but seem diffcult for me.the outcome alway the same..........lonely..

2009-06-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

dead blog...i knew it so i revive it nw.haha boring and tired day today got wad stupid youth game haiz going to study till n level hope can achieve great result.....keep working hard haha it will paid off well.i believe in job done more den talent..i hope my fren will understand me for not kicking soccer..i got no choice but to adjust by to studying life....i cant be lazy anymore.i knw i got improve hehe hurraay..btw i still love soccer........CHELSEA ROCKSS

2009-06-11T10:38:00.000-07:00

hahhahaha today was a great day,things seem to be alrite nw.went to gordon hse to play badminton,bb and swimming.it has been ages tat i go for swimming,haha my skill is still the same LOUSY.preston was a bastard lol i accidentally open the taxi door for him to enter first wth he boss arrr haha btw he say ty.i dominate the badminton match just now and won myself free drink.

2009-06-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

super sad mood nw....feel helpless toward my studies..wad can i do!everybody seen to me happy everyday except me.........i need concern also maybe i seem to look strong infront of my frens..i wanna split everything out for my miserable sec school life!i knw i need to remind myself to be strong!studies cum first i promise.........................

2009-06-09T00:12:00.000-07:00

it was 3pm haiz so tired after math ap.as usual the lesson was boring,nothing special haha butttt my fren sai the joker make the whole lesson full with joke,it was so fun hope the other math ap will be the same..........i believe in myself.wad i wish to do i will make it.i will not care of others think about me.i will make it to poly!!!!!!!!!!!!!going to watch ufc nw byeeeeee..signing of haha befor tats i will post a nice pic.

2009-06-08T18:36:00.000-07:00

lol it was 9.36am nw.setting off to my math ap soon,wth it last for 4 hours haha but still need to go.i was doing my hw for the last min,,i found out tats it was quite easy maybe my math stll got hope lol..setting off nw BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-06-08T10:50:00.000-07:00

me sleeping without lying down lol

2009-06-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

wtf

2009-06-08T07:15:00.000-07:00

ytd want watch movie with carriechoo lol she look still the same as pri shool..we watch drag me to hell wtf so boring stupid show.carrie made me wait 20min so she return me with a cup of popcorn.hehe i feel lyk cheating her money.anyway its was a fine day,maybe we can go watch movie again.i was shock tat she rmb me..i still look the same as last time,omg i was so childish.haha dnt knw why i feel weird because her makeup was such a mess haha im a bad guy.drop tis topic nw i wanted to tell someone hu curse my family because i never listen his call wth u so chidish,dnt act lyk a man,my fren tell me den i knw haha...wake up la

2009-06-08T05:59:00.000-07:00

some pic of my fren and myself hahaha i rmb tat day was a lousy day cos i quarrel with my mother...suck man...love my fren

2009-06-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo i tink this skins super nice haha rain super fit la..........btw thanks yuting of teaching me how to change blog skin haha god bless you.....i took 2hrs just to find skin...stupid me hehehe

2009-06-08T02:52:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey....my first post..dnt knw wad to post. haha holiday so boring wad i need to do is to study tats all,hope i can do it.............bye